Her love to hate

“Her Love to Hate”  By  S.W.Breaston
aka S.Phantom

Nothing is really over…in the after math of every situation
you will be overtaken by feelings, distinctive thoughts and emotions under
each ceiling, which do you bring home? How do you feel when you are hearing her
ring tone? Do you pick up…even though you picked up bad habits in prior
relationships…when does it hit that this is something different…will you use
better sense? And for the betterment swallow your pride and start over… you
want to tell her that you never meant it, I can see you're tempted…but you get
hold of yourself still thinking she is the one wrong…and you let the song
play…now that’s 1 missed call, is that enough to bring death to your
companionship? Acting as if you’re deaf as she brings up the troubles within y’all
relationship, soon to see her vision shift and it’s not really how you envision
it…now temperament is changing as she is looking at you like a fading picture…no
longer smiling when y’all take a picture, picturing another life without you…and
she is moving on…bags are packed…the love is truly gone and she whispers “I’m never
coming back”…not ready to handle that you reach for her, she moves over…walks off
without a glimpse over the shoulder... in these moments you’re finding out that
you are in love, but not understanding how to show it, or how to give it…you
only know it, cause you can’t forget it… as you are sipping liquor screaming
“forget her”, but truth is she forgot you…and hurts you so much that you can’t chew,
you’re losing weight,…you’re confusing dates as you’re just waiting for another
call…but not at all, you’re too late…love to hate.